Music that Makes me think of you

For Bella:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AarDnJ040rk

Life's Hell

I swear I'm going to kill myself, My hole life means nothing.

I don't care about anything, and I don't feel anything. I know

no one cares for my being only for the use of me. For Kristy

I'm just an excuse for her to be pissed, and she hates anything i do.

and Bella... .. The ONLY person I've ever truly cared about and loved.,,.

I cant even talk to her, i dont even know if she thinks about me anymore,

I think about her everyday, and wonder if she is ok. and kristy's constent

talk about her and what happens there dosent help my life any more.

It just shows me that I'm more worthless that what i thought i was,,

and i already thought that i was worth nothing to the world.

When I see Death I'll Greet Him with a Glad soul,

At Least then I'll Know nobody will Care for Me any

More that What They do

Witch is none

Hell in a shell

Lately I've been feeling really bad, i'm a LOT warmer that i usually am, and it doesn't help that I've been working outside in this weather for a long period of time.

My head feels like a brick and you wouldn't want to hear the coughs. But i'm still going to go to

school no matter what ppl say, I'll be to stubborn to admit that i'm sick.

music

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OyD7nMcKNSI&feature=related

My Thoughts

You answered my question about you pplz, so I'll say what I truly think about you pplz,

First: Kristy-I think of you as a sister and I'll always be here for you, sometimes you can be a really annoying bugger, but i'll always help you.

Bella-You are the greatest person I have EVER met. I know I could talk to you about anything and still feel fine. I trust you the most out of everyone I've met, and I will always love you.

Them are my true thoughts.

Mixing monster and cherry slushies

really taste gooooooooooooood.+_+

True Thoughts?

I'm posting this one to find out what the readers of this stupid thing REALLY think of me,

I want your true opinion about me, If you comment and say something, then I found out that

its not what you really think of me, I'll learn who I can truly trust, and who I CAN NOT TRUST.

I will not comment on any of your thoughts, only if I find out different.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3BrbJ15Xme4&feature=related

This is all

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l3wH7tYkyvM&feature=channel

HAHAHAH

Yes I am stealing your ideas, but I'm wondering what you pplz really thing of me,

and you have to come up with a dare for me,

as long as it is in reasonable boundrys i will complete it.

SO START TINKIN

BOO/

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PfaJS-8sijQ&feature=channel

music for day

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stoles

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Party

Today i went to Rhiannon's halloween party, and we got to make a fire^_^ yay, and i put in charge of making it stay. But later I got bored and started to jump around on the trampollen with kwisty and i got her in a hug attak and made her fall, then she got me down

sleepy night night

Let me Kill Stuf

Have you ever heard the song "Die MutherFucker Die" by Dope, well if you haven't. Then lisin to the damn song. Caues its how I feel right now.

I just found out about what Bella's uncle did to her when she was younger, and I sear to fuking god that I will kill him if i EVER get the chance, becaues of him, Bella has lost hope on most every single guy in the world, except for the ones she's known for a very long time, or is very good friends with. Thanks to Skylar I now have a idea of how Bella thinks and acts around most guys, I'll continue this later, i have to go,

but you will hear more of this when i get back on

fuk

Finnally the last questions

Question #6: When you look and the stars what is you first thought and the fist person you think about?
Question #7: Have you ever tried to push your feelings toward someone you really dont like just to try and forget your feelings for another?
Question #8: How do you handle really really annoying and creepy people that you feel sorry for but you just don't them?
Question #9: What's your favorite book and why? What makes you like it so much and what is one thing from the book that reminds you of your life?
Question #10: If you hate life then why? What makes it soo bad that you just dont want to be in it anymore? And if you like life then what are the highlights of your day that keeps you going?

Answer #6: I don't anymore, but when I did I would think of Bella and Kristy.

Answer #7: No I've only have feelings for one person ever.

Answer #8: Most of my friends are annoying or creepy at times I get used to it.

Answer #9: I have no favorite book.

Answer #10: I hate my life at most times, but there are the little things in my life that make it worth living.

*TWITCH TWITCH*

hey hey hey, you wanna know a secret, I'm on crack, hahahahhah i'm just kidding=D. But sereslly i'm really hyper right now, and i don't know why, when everything in my life's wrong. I haven't talked to Bella in a REALLY long time and Kristy has total started hating me i know it. Any time i'm in a good mood, she complanies all the time, BUT when i'm in a horrible mood shes always super hyper or really happy so i know it. Also, i'll realizing i have to FORCE myself to try and sleep or i'll be up all night thinking about death. Thank god for sleeping pilz. .....um what was i talking about... oh yah. i'm even having to force my self to try and be happy for school or be nailed by question and comments all day long.............. mudkipzskittlespiedoy

gr

CHOPCHOP blood gushing scared body

WOOT!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jzm66q1v6Bk

WOOTWOOT

MUSIC(^_^) Its good enuf for me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NrO83v6X8lI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2XBbJFLU9dY&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PxuPEGg7JZY&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OvAi-OBEJm0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a3BJMEf3aBs

Answers and what not

Okay these are questions that I wanna ask everyone. you dont have to answer but it would be nice if you did. ^^
Question #1: Have you ever wanted to hold someone close to you and never have to let go? If so the who?
Question #2: Do you have something to say someone but haven't told them? Who are they and y haven't you told them?
Question #3: Have you ever gotten completely confused by a person and just couldnt figure them out? Who and what do you feel towards them?
Question #4: Ever liked someone but something about them just like messed with your mind and confused you?
Question #5: What's your favorite color?

My answers, I won't answer rest untill Bella does. I'm just that stubborn.^_^

~Answer #1: Yes and her name is Skittle Boo.

Answer #2: Yes but I've never got enuf alone time with her to tell her.

Answer #3: Yes by both Bella and Kitty, both of you can be VERY confusing a times.

Answer #4: Not really, I've come to get along with most of there personallitys, and if I don't I don't absess over it dramaticly.

Answer #5 : My favorite color is a Bloody Black

Life

I know all of the readers of this esspesully u kitty will hate me for this but i'm just not gonna say it any other time.

Today in 4th hour my mind just cut itself off from the world for about 3 hours, i heard everthing around me but i could not reply to any of it, so next time it happens just completly ugnor me untill i start talking for myself, other ways if you try and force and anwers out of me i'll just cut my self off complettly for the rest of the day.

Hate me or Love me

I'm still here for now

The Dead and Dieing

thing in the corner of

everones minds

DeadMan

......

I HATE MY LIFE

Hates

I've started this just to get rid

of some stuff on my mind so don't

expect much on here, just when I'm

pissed or something to that matter.

-Dead Man