Music that Makes me think of you

For Bella:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AarDnJ040rk

Life's Hell

I swear I'm going to kill myself, My hole life means nothing.

I don't care about anything, and I don't feel anything. I know

no one cares for my being only for the use of me. For Kristy

I'm just an excuse for her to be pissed, and she hates anything i do.

and Bella... .. The ONLY person I've ever truly cared about and loved.,,.

I cant even talk to her, i dont even know if she thinks about me anymore,

I think about her everyday, and wonder if she is ok. and kristy's constent

talk about her and what happens there dosent help my life any more.

It just shows me that I'm more worthless that what i thought i was,,

and i already thought that i was worth nothing to the world.

When I see Death I'll Greet Him with a Glad soul,

At Least then I'll Know nobody will Care for Me any

More that What They do

Witch is none

Hell in a shell

Lately I've been feeling really bad, i'm a LOT warmer that i usually am, and it doesn't help that I've been working outside in this weather for a long period of time.

My head feels like a brick and you wouldn't want to hear the coughs. But i'm still going to go to

school no matter what ppl say, I'll be to stubborn to admit that i'm sick.

music

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OyD7nMcKNSI&feature=related