Same AS LAST
Same as Last Post.

Suicide would help me so much
well. pretty much any kind of death could help me.
I'm Just Fucking tired of everything and Would pay someone to kill me
I've lost everything in my life. and nobody really cares for me
I'd make everyones life easier if I were gone.
SINCE APPARENTLY KRISTY THINKS I'M JUST A PATHETIC GHOST. NOT WORTHY OF HER TIME
I'VE HEARD HER TALKING TO OTHER PEOPLE. SHE THINKS I'M STALKING HER!
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH HER.


EVERY TIME SHE COMES FROM BELLA'S HOUSE, SHES MORE PISSED AT ME!

Same AS LAST

Same as Last Post.

Suicide would help me so much
well. pretty much any kind of death could help me.
I'm Just Fucking tired of everything and Would pay someone to kill me
I've lost everything in my life. and nobody really cares for me
I'd make everyones life easier if I were gone.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6R7jSfLpk7Y
try and listen to all of it.

SUICIDE WOULD BE LIFE

As the title so clearly says: Suicide would be my favorite thing in the world

Just music for now

I'll post something about life later, but for now its music

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DAOSy8WyqPk&feature=related
skillet-Monster: bout what i feel like

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KmL-J1IghZM&feature=related
skillet-Awake and Alive

God This Sucks

As the title says, my life sucks right now, I've pissed kristy off because i've been feeling more that down lately, hell i've even though of suicide, but that parts over now, luckily i was able to talk to kristy about stuff, and surprisingly she actually got to me and was able to get some stuff out of me, i felt a little bit better afterwards, but that didn't last long, if i'm tired like hell at school its because i haven't been sleeping at all, even after i got my room back, i still don't sleep, i'm to busy thinking about what happened during the day, or about people. Now that i think of it, maybe it would be best if i tried to get sleep but i know that i wouldn't be able to sleep anyways,., Way to many thought go through my head at the time that i want to not think at all,, why is it that when you try and sleep at night, your mind always feels like playing one-hundred questions with itself and you never get any sleep.
Whatever, i'm done with this post
music
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uNAvgjBdCkw

FUCKING DAMN IT

WHY THE FUCKING HELL
GOD DAMNITGOD DAMNIT

HAHAHA

E wojyf's hazsyk ofuswefr ef o dafr sety, za wyly es ez.
Dozs Zosilkou: Qyf's sa Lweoffaf'z Pwlezstoz holsu ofk ras o zsibbyk hofko, ofk swlyy xaanz. Nlezsu ras o paddol,o xos nyu pwoef bal swy paddol ofk of itxlyddo.
Tyzzyk olaifk af Loxxekz rafy qedk(E swefn esz poddyk swos)
ofk tyzzyk olaifk qesw Nlezsu.
Tafkou-28, Xelswkou(qaa...fas lyoddu) es qoz xalefr, os dyozs e ras $20 xypoiyz e ras fa rebs.
aw qydd wylyz swy hazs
http://arryhenrae.tripod.com/☺ to figure out what this means
Music
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M7uHHqrFJj4&feature=related