Sunday, February 7, 2010

God This Sucks

As the title says, my life sucks right now, I've pissed kristy off because i've been feeling more that down lately, hell i've even though of suicide, but that parts over now, luckily i was able to talk to kristy about stuff, and surprisingly she actually got to me and was able to get some stuff out of me, i felt a little bit better afterwards, but that didn't last long, if i'm tired like hell at school its because i haven't been sleeping at all, even after i got my room back, i still don't sleep, i'm to busy thinking about what happened during the day, or about people. Now that i think of it, maybe it would be best if i tried to get sleep but i know that i wouldn't be able to sleep anyways,., Way to many thought go through my head at the time that i want to not think at all,, why is it that when you try and sleep at night, your mind always feels like playing one-hundred questions with itself and you never get any sleep.
Whatever, i'm done with this post

music
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uNAvgjBdCkw

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